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| I still haven't beaten Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly yet, but that's alright. Thanks to Tonya I think I'll be able to now. She told me that every time I move away from the viewfinder mode (using the Camera Obscura) that the Kusabis' health regenerates. Good thing I know this now. I went to Olympia today and bought the eleventh volume of Fruits Basket. It was really good reading. I also bought the fourth volume of The Wallflower. I didn't get anything else because I found out that Sunako and Kyohei are forced to be "Boyfriend and Girflriemd" to please Sunako's aunt who is the landly of Kyohei, Yukinojo, Takenaga, and Ranmaru. I can't wait to start reading that. Since I finished Fruits Basket so fast, I guess I'll just have to start on The Wallflower tomorrow...actually it would be today because technically it's just really early in the moring. While we were at Target yesterday...the day before yesterday (now) my mom and I met a missionary from Mongolia. She hardly spoke any English. She had this hand out of the aids prevention program she was raising money for, and a little piece of cardboard with a page of stationary taped to it that had her message written in Enlgish on it. She gave it to us to read, when I handed it back to her after I finished, she opened this binder full of really beautiful magnets. My mom said she would buy one to help with the fund rasing. She told me to pick one. There was a very pretty one with a cat on it and I said I liked that one. Then she said that we should get a religious one for my dad. I pointed to a certain one, but she decided to get the cat one instead. I found out a few moments later that it was for me. My dad was skeptical, believing that we may have been scammed, but I don't think so. Since I want to be a missionary when I grow up, it was a really cool experience for me. I'm going to keep that magnet forever. It's too special to ever let go of. It reminds me of my dream. A dream that I can never forget. A dream that I WON'T ever forget. | | |
| I didn't beat Fatal Frame II like I said I was going to. I am, however, going to beat it today. First, I must clean my room....and take a bath. That won't take too long. I can't wait to finish it because I got Fatal Frame yesterday. I bought Fruits Basket Vol.10, The Wallflower Vol.3, and Kare Kano, Vol.3....I also bought Alice 19th Vol.2 a little bit ago. I haven't finished Kare Kano yet, but all the other ones had really good cliffhangers. | | |
| I am about to beat Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly is my dad would just get off the PlayStation 2! He should be in bed, he works tomorrow! But no! He had to go and kick me off just as I was getting close to the end. I finnaly got the crests and then he gives me the boot! Err....I want it back! He should be going to bed soon, I'll have it all to myself. I'm taping the cinematic scenes because I love them, but also because Shiann wants to see the ending really, really bad. I might get to see her tomorrow so I'm going to bring over the tape and show her the ending. | | |
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Koe
By Tsukiko Amano
Koe (Fatal Frame III: The Tormented themesong)
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I watched Cats yesteday. Ashley (Bond) and Squirrel came over to drop
it off finally. Ashley told me that she just recentely moved behind
KFC. Now I have even more people I know living closed to me. Natalie
comes back from her dad's in two days! I can't wait to see her. Shiann
has so kindly informed that Natalie already knows about what I am
planning to do because she read my xanga. I didn't think that anyone
did. Mom is going to the hospital unexpectedly. She was called and told
she had to go tomorrow, but she said she couldn't because of Richelle's
band camp drill barbeque. So, they are going over to St. Peter's
tonight. They just left recently. Lorilynn is going to pick Richlle up
and bring her home because mom and dad probably won't be back in time.
My mom's doctor thinks that what happend to her when I was in thirf
grade might be happening again. I never did find out exactly what
happened, but I do know that she almost did. She had to be airlifted
from St. Peter's in Olympia to The University of Washington Hospital in
Seattle. I remember going to the nurses office that day when I was
called out of class. Richelle was in sixth grade then so dad had gotten
her first. I was still at Bordeaux back them. Anyway, I came into that
little nurse's office where you went when you got hurt and my dad and
sister were crying. When we got home, my dad was so shook up that Susan
had to drive us to Seattle in the van. I also remember that everybody
was coming up there too. Not all at the same time, but eventually there
was a lot of people. I was told later that the doctors were almost
positive that my mom was going to die. Susan, me, Richelle, dad, Uncle
Ed, Aunt Shari, Uncle Karri, Aunt Pam, and Ray were all there. That
night I saw my mom with what seemed like a billion tube hooked up to
her. They were in her mouth, in her nose too, I think. We were told
that we could talk to her, but that she wouldn't remember anything we
said. I went home with Aunt Shari, and Uncle Karri that night. Richelle
and my dad stayed the nigh at the hospital. Even though I don't like my
mom that much, I could never WANT her to die.
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| I met someone on Xanga. Very nice person. I think i like her very much. Of course, I don't know her very well yet, but she seems nice. I like meeting nice people. I sent Kirstel a myspace message telling her that I needed to say things to her that I had yet to tell her, recently. I recieved a message back from her today saying that she didn't mind it and that she would believe anything I told her because I was her one and only best friend. I suppose that she is my best friend too, because I have no real best friends here. I don't feel comfortable around anyone anymore. I know that Kaycee isn't my best friend anymore. She hasn't been for such a long time, but I didn't want to admit it. I think that deep in me somewhere, I knew. I just didn't like the thought, and I still don't like the thought of actually telling her, but I have to. I need to let her know or I will be carrying around needless guilt. I know that she will trust and believe me. I trust her a lot, almost more than anyone now. I can't trust people anymore. They can't know anymore about me. I cannot tell my friends things anymore. No more sadness, not for them. I can't let them see it, because I can't trust them with it. | | |
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