Currently Watching Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (Widescreen Edition) (Harry Potter 2) By Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson (II) see related

I met someone on Xanga. Very nice person. I think i like her very much. Of course, I don't know her very well yet, but she seems nice. I like meeting nice people. I sent Kirstel a myspace message telling her that I needed to say things to her that I had yet to tell her, recently. I recieved a message back from her today saying that she didn't mind it and that she would believe anything I told her because I was her one and only best friend. I suppose that she is my best friend too, because I have no real best friends here. I don't feel comfortable around anyone anymore. I know that Kaycee isn't my best friend anymore. She hasn't been for such a long time, but I didn't want to admit it. I think that deep in me somewhere, I knew. I just didn't like the thought, and I still don't like the thought of actually telling her, but I have to. I need to let her know or I will be carrying around needless guilt. I know that she will trust and believe me. I trust her a lot, almost more than anyone now. I can't trust people anymore. They can't know anymore about me. I cannot tell my friends things anymore. No more sadness, not for them. I can't let them see it, because I can't trust them with it.